Choke

I still have not gone to the doctor.
I Really should.
I'm going to go to melb for a few days i need to escape.
I need to get away from this house and the fighting and the reality of my life.
And i need to just see him and get a big hug and know things will be okay.
When times get tough i run and run and run.
The reality of a home more broken then it is already scares the shit out of me.
So i have just been cooped up under a blanket reading.
Choke.
Choke.
Choke.

Good book.
Read it.

Chuck Palahniuk - Choke (Ebook) - http://www.mediafire.com/?ytn2qd3dfp0

I throughly enjoyed it. Even though its fiction it makes my life feel not quite as shit.