Unsubstantiated Rumors Are Good Enough For Me (To Base My Life Upon)

Held by the gravity of nothing,
An ironic and literal making of a bed.
You can walk away,
But there is a reason to stay.
They make bad jokes, it's okay not to laugh.
For every push foward, you get the same fucking push back.
You have nowhere to go, so you found someplace,
you have nothing to say you start lying
What the fuck were you thinking
I'm not sorry
I'd do it all again.
Now with all the lines so burred between hate, love, and revenge
Are just dead feelings.

Today I once again did nothing had to get rid of everything off my i Tunes and re-upload it all on annoying as hell. not siked. I cooked dinner for the family. Took me like 2 hours. I made Mushroom Risotto and Spinach with Sesame Seeds and Lemon. Only 1 person would eat it. I hate putting effort into things that go un appreciated. If i could only listen to one band for the rest of my life it would no doubt be against me. Mindsnare tomorrow should be interesting. Hopefully its only 20 bucks cause thats all i have. Have I mentioned before HAVING NO MONEY RUINS ME