What Goes Down Must Come Up

Yesterday I spent most of the day in bed crying and feeling sorry for myself ... Mainly because i just feel like everything keeps going wrong in my life and it will never get better the only positive thing in my life as i have said so many times is Coco and the only place I want to be right now is with him. But because the universe hates me it has decided that i no longer need a bank account and closed it so I can't get money to go see him. And thus my sadness I want to go to Ballarat and i want to see coco and i want to smile. Although I did get an excellent message from my dear friend Kim From wa. I met Kim on the extortion tour at the beginning of this year and he is one of my favorite people even though all i do around him is cry haha. He is so much fun always happy always makes me smile and our essay messages to each other are always something to look forward to. Anyway after crying all day yesterday I decided to wake up and sort my shit out today so after making a few phone calls i now have a nice new bank account that in a few ways will be about $2000 richer So hopefully my money comes through tomorrow or thursday so that on Friday i can go go go to Ballarat and get into melb at about 10 otherwise i will have to fly :o I have not ever mentioned before that i am deadly afraid of flying. Well flying alone. I will have to face my fears eventually possibly this weekend oh no but on saturday i want to go too the King Brown Reunion house show with FIIQ and a few other bands..
Oh my Being able to and see Alessandro gives me butterflies He is just the best thing that has ever happened to me hardcore was a month ago and since then i have settled down so much i am drinking less I haven't kissed any boys and he is basically all i think about and i can write all this mushy stuff because i know he doesn't read my blog ^__^
Also Decided today to try and watch all the movies that we own last night i watched
-Erin Brockovich
-The Truth About Love
-Down To You
-Memoirs Of An Invisible Man
-Maid In Manhattan
- Kill Bill V2
-Rules OF Engagement

Down To You was my fav. Julia Styles and Freddy Prinze Jnr <3