Giving up on you.

For good this time. I don't know why I have wasted months on you. Just fuck off now. I couldn't stand to see you anymore. I am not one to give up on people ever i still have faith in the first friend i ever lost, the first boy that broke my heart, But you are a one a whole new level! You are worse then the last one. I was stupid to think you could ever be something more then another clone of everyone that passed by me in life. I hate you with everything i have and love you with everything I am at the same time. When you have finally realised everything you have given up, it will be too late. I wont be standing here with open arms waiting like in the past. Its well and truley done.






I bet when I see you again i will forget everythign i just said and will lose my head again. I hate you for making me lose my mind and I hate you for making me feel worthless like I will never be good enough.



Good enough to fuck, but never good enough to love.