Foward Motion.

I finally feel like my life is starting to figure it self out. I'm getting some motivation back to save money/get a real job/ get back in shape/ leave the house/eat /sleep. I'm not letting the little shit things that happened over the weekend bring me down. I'm finally smiling again. I forgot what it felt like to be happy. I forgot how good this feels. I can't believe how different i feel after this weekend. I feel like the person i used to be is actually coming back. I have not cried yet this week. I have smiled more then once. I feel like I'm finding my self again and my word it feels amazing. I love this feeling more than anything. I love how happy you make me. I really did not think i would ever feel happy again. Thank you Thank you Thank you. You have already made such a positive change on my life. This rules so much. I cant wait to see you again :)